spt no memory

It may sound strange, but I can't recall too many memories from my past. This is also much to be said, I don't have memory of my childhood ( I ignore if this is trauma or not) It all seems as blurry as my future when I try to see what will my life be like.
I'm so sorry I can't remember small details or big events. I just know things from my life that people have told me from their memories of me. So the version of me that I have, is like when someone takes a photograph of you or when you photograph yourself, a .... only a subjective partial side is perceived.
No way in to my laberinth.
No way out.

no internet, no spt

Amazing to live without internet.
Sad that we depend on this to work, think and play.
Anyway, here is my one day late SPT
a small abstraction of me.

happy emails to me

here they are, a list of some of the emails i got for my bday!
many people remembered!
feel connected.
it was somehow a happy bday week
finally...

self portrait birthday tuesday

another year that day

frustration on blog procedures

I CANT LINK
IT IS SOO HARD FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND THE LINK PROCESS
( Thank you a sweet life (here goes the link, supposedly) for time and patience explaining) but it seems I can only loose hours trying to figure it out.

Computers get on my nerve. We need them, use them, expect from them but they are soooooooo uneasy to use, you need to know so many procedures in order to have them work appropiately for you. too much effort. that's why i say technology is way behind human capacity. By now, we should be able to think on wanting something done in the computer ( like linking on blogs) and there should a be a fast one butto-action to do.

ARGHHHHH

life with time

Even though I have consciously been out of time track on my days lately, I have to say that I have been developing quite an energetic routine that i working towards helping us to keep the house running smooth.
I believe that if we have a chaotic environment, we ourselves become chaotic inside, so I´m making this huge cleaning-organizing-getting rid of what we need not and finally, my photo archive for the past year.
I cannot start a new year without doing this. I have to have everything properly filed and kept, for the future. I am exited about having quitted my full time job, not accepting the new proposal and sticking to my two main reponsabilities: being a mother and making art.
I will be poorer, insecurer, but definetly happier.
I am often scared about the future, but am trying to focus on today, everyday.
My path has just been traced, again. Every decision makes us change paths.
So, welcome me to a life back home....
Hopefully a productive, creative moment.STRONG

VOILAAAA

life without time

I have been living without noting what day it is
So,
I thought today was tuesday, and wanted to do my SPT
and it happened to be wednesday
NO STP or a LATE SPW????
I decided to blog a photo taken by my daughter
last sunday
its not technically a SP
but works ok
not a face.

new year's spt

Here I am celebrating with the kids on new years eve.
It seems I'm dancing. That is why I like the picture.
I hope the year catches this mood.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO MY INVISIBLE VISITORS